Bad, Bad Day

By Julie - mardi, juillet 24, 2012

Do you sometimes want to scream without any particular reason?
Do you know the feeling? It's growing more and more deeply inside you and get stuck in your throat because, well, you can't..
I have a lot of those lately.
I don't really get why 

I guess i'm not in a really happy place in my life right now 

This feeling will go away, i know it. 

And I don’t want to complain about it. 
But not being able to express this frustration/rage/boring-ness/disappointing/unfair feelings is tiring.
I’m at work. 
Quietly sitting at my nice desk, with my nice little trimmed bangs and cute little polished nails, in front of me there is my professional mail box full of unopened emails and i'm surrounded by my colleagues who i really like. 

I'm angry 
I need to write.
I need to exorcise
I want to feel lighter.
I need to gather my thoughts, my emotions and do something more productive.
But for now I wish i could break a lot of noisy things!
Instead, I’m going to play tennis tonight.
I hope I’ll come back tomorrow in a better and happier mood.

Sorry for this annoying and kinda pointless post…

Y a jamais des jours, où sans raison particulière vous avez envie d’hurler ?
Vous voyez cette sensation qui monte qui monte pour former une énorme boule retenue bien au fond de la gorge, décence oblige.
Ces jours là, je les accumule dernièrement.
Je n’arrive pas vraiment à mettre le doigt sur la raison. Si tant est qu’il y en ai une bien précise.
Peut-être juste une accumulation. Peut-être juste un trop plein. Peut-être juste un ras le bol.
Ca passera, je sais. Mon but là, n’est même pas de me plaindre.
Disons qu’à défaut de pouvoir extérioriser tout cet amas de frustration/rage/ennui/déception/injustice qui m’enserre la poitrine et la gueule, au bureau – car oui, je suis au bureau.
Sagement assise à mon joli bureau, ma petite frange bien peignée, ma boite mail pro débordante d’e-mails et entourée de mes collègues plein de sollicitude – j’écris.
Histoire d’exorciser, de m’alléger.
Je dois arriver à canaliser mes pensées, mes émotions afin d’en faire quelque chose de productif, je sais. J’ai lu la PNL pour les nuls.
Mais là, pour l’instant, j’ai juste envie de casser plein de trucs qui font plein de bruit !
Pourquoi, POURQUOI, personne n’a eu l’idée géniale d’ouvrir un défouloir géant dans Paris ?
A défaut, ce soir, je vais faire un tennis.
J’espère revenir avec plein de pensées joyeuses demain.

Désolée pour ce post un peu relou.

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